ITS over!!

My first wedding that is :)
This last weekend while you all were getting ready for the rugby, i took a drive to Tulbagh, to do the photos for my first wedding. Leigh-Ann and Wayne had a beautiful day and a stunning venue. I don't know what i expected but it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be.

I got home after 7pm, we had a few friends over and the vibe was already good. We braaied like a good South African should and watched the boys do their thing. (between springbokkies!)

SO my nerves are now rested and as i start to relax i realised that Bonnie's golf day is next Friday!!!! Its too close!! I"M NOT READY!!!
Thankfully this weekend i only have 1 client and that shouldn't be TO hard.

Change of heart.

I know that sometimes we don't all understand the WHOLE story, then some one's decision to do something massive doesn't make sense to us.
The other day I felt like I wanted to shout from the roof tops "DUDE, what the hell??"
then I realised, IT'S not my life. IT'S not my problem.
LET go.
I don't always need to fix very thing. That's not my job as a mother, wife, sister, cousin or friend.
My roll can only be one of support.
DOESN'T matter how wrong I feel it to be.

EVEN HARDER!!!!

Early Morning cuddles

This morning after such a kak night, madam lies between us and puts one arm around my neck and then the other around her dad's and she held us, it was so cute!!!!
She pulled us on to her little chest!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.
Still feel like a train reversed over me from the lack of sleep. BUT kind of happy too :)

mmm, Ja, i've been quite!

SO, its been nearly a month since I've sat down and written anything.

Feels like there is just no time anymore for me to breath. When i do breath, its not long before i have to take off again.

Thankfully my photography is taking off, not with out its hiccups. Leon has no idea how to be supportive. This has cause endless fights.

Thankfully when either of us talk we listen. And mostly react to change well.

Gemma is growing so nicely. Talking more and more. I think she's up to 21words, including a few swear words. Thanks to her mommy :)

She's beaning doing 4-6 piece puzzles, which is a massive thing for a child her age.

She keeps us both entertained.

My boundaries are well in place and almost all of the relationships are working well.

Now i sit with a massive problem, how do u tell someone they making a mistake when your life isn't perfect?

Its not a judgement passing by no means, but do u offer your opinion and know that that offering will be met with the attitude that I'm passing judgement?

HARD i know.

Well, I'm doing my first wedding this weekend. Looking forward to it in a way and shitting myself in another. Cant replace someones memories!!

Wish me luck :)