I cant believe a birthday can get to you like this!
What a joke. I'm OK on the surface but having such anxiety that I laugh at myself!
Oh joy!
So in my mental state, I'm having my family, well some of them, over for lunch on Sunday, some of the other family over for tea the afternoon too.
I have no idea why i would put myself through all of this but hey, your only 30 once!
As I said in the entry before this one, i got a few preggy models. Was lots of fun. I even got a third one on Tuesday evening with her little boy. So all 3 were very different.
I have booked my second wedding, which I'm totally over the moon about. So it will be 3 weddings this year that i will be doing, (1 as a gift) and then I'll have a nice portfolio!
Its kind of weird, I didn't think that I would have the balls at 30 to make a move in my life like this, although I'm not stopping my other work, it still is a bit thing.
Thankfully Leon is now understanding that I can do this and I NEED to do this.
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