Paper cuts hurt!

I know that most of you don't blog, so i know that you don't understand always the process of it, but its not as simple as sit down and type.
You have to be careful of what you say, how you say it (well i don't always follow those rules :) )
I normally know the heading before i even start. This morning however, i'm sitting here thinking that i have no idea!! NONE about what i feel i want to share!

OH wait,Gemma's going to be 2 in a few weeks. I cant believe how fast she's grown and how even with all the drama in our lives she's turned out such a beautiful young girl.
She's started talking allot more, this last week alone there must have been about 20new words, including AMEN, which makes life difficult sometimes as madam now wants to pray 5 times for supper!!!
Last night we were drawing, and madam asked me, Mom draw barney, so i have a go at Barney, thank God the copy rite ppl don't know about it ;), so i finish, she claps and says mom barney and does all the little happy ppl things in excitement, while I'm chatting to Leon, she colors over barney with an orange crayon, then very sweetly says, mom! BARNEY DUCK! ja ja ja, i know, she's mental like her mother!! ha aha haha

So my dad's specialist appointment is next week. Well see what he has to say.
I'm not worried anymore about it. I feel that what must be will be!

Leon and I are in a much better space. So things are greatly improved at home.Thankfully ;)


Me, I'm once again having a fat day. I hate these. If there was anything i could change about being a woman it would be fat days.

Any way.Hope you're all well.
love
me