Being me...

So I've been thinking again. (doesn't happen often i know)
When you become a wife who are u? When you become a mother who are u?
When you become a friend, who are u?

I feel like all those ppl aren't always me. I don't always want to be mom. I don't always want to be a wife or an understanding friend. When do i just get to be me?
Do things only for me?
Not work or going out but what make me happy with no one else to answer too.
Why does things have to change when you have a ring on your figure or a child?

I don't mean that i don't want those relationships. I just want to figure out where i am. When do my own dreams get put aside??
I know i have to consider the ppl in my life. I love them. BUT WHERE AM I!!!!!


if u see me tell me :)

Well what's new? Mmmm its chantelle's 29th bday!
Happy bday to her.
I wonder why i have such a young friend, then i remember, she's just as tarty as i am!

My mom, sister, nice and nephew have gone to England for amonth. I'll miss my mom. as i talk to her daily.

Bridgette is safely in her villa. BITCH. in Ibiza. I miss her madly. Thankfully she has a cell number now so its easier to chat.

Bon and i had a fun time Saturday. we had an open day and a table at a play school to sell our products. Not really a me thing. I don't like selling myself. But we did well and the 2 of us are equally tarty so was fun.

What else.... Oh Chantelle's party is Saturday night. going to Jol after I think,
Sounds like a good idea. and since its not a ladies night, Leon is hopefully going to dance with me!!!

Gemma is saying her name nicely now. she's really cute.

Have my first white studio shoot on Saturday. Lank keen on that hey. I hope i get the results i want.
I took pics of Michelle on her horse. Was kind of fun. I learnt what I need to do for next time :)

To those of u that are far away. Big smooch from me. I miss you all. YIP that includes u ;)