Breathing

Tell me, why do we as woman feel like we can never really stop and breath?
Once that wedding ring is on and the kids are around, being sick and tired isn't something we're allowed to feel? Our mothers did set an example, but what we don't know and didn't see are the hours that they cried themselves to sleep or the tired feet in the bath or the crap relationship they had with their husbands

I'm starting a new bread of woman, we want to be equal to men, not subservient and superhuman all at once??
Equal means equal. We all work. We both are tired. Then why is it that its more expected of me to wash the kitchen down, or clean the house?
STUFF THAT!!

SO taking time out is something we have to start doing more of and stuff the reaction of others.

Ok enough with the rantings.
I've taken some time to start sorting my head out, stop with the negative comments and I've started to feel better about myself.
Its amazing what a few words each day to yourself can do.
But my art suffered, because of the negative head space i found that my usual free style of photography was put out and although there was nothing wrong with any of it, it just wasn't me (hey Cindy :) )

But I'm feeling much more confidant again and back to my usual hot self with the camera :) ha ha ha

So Carol's visit is over, and sadly i didn't get to see her much, but family comments and work didn't play well with either of us, but I'm still thankful for the time i had with her. (going to miss u chick!)

Bridgette comes home in just over a week, looking forward to that! Its going to be a LONG first coffee! hee hee

Bonnie, my wingwoman, just dropped a great big boom on me! She found out on Friday that she is pregnant! While I'm just a little sad that i wont have my eviltwin on girls nights, I'm SO happy for her that she's going to be a mommy again! Not sure what her PH levels were though! ha ha ha

Gemma is well and showing Leon and I how just to chill.

What else... mmmm not much hey, just dont expect me to be around much in the next few months, I have 4 weddings,2 golf days, stacks of birthdays an end of year function, matric dance before party and I'm sure lots that I've forgotten! AND NO amount of negative head space is go int to stuff with my art again!

Hope you all have a easy week, i know i wont! but the challenge is going to be fun!