Fustration

It just seems that I'm always frustrated... OK not always! Just the last few days...

This month as been long and I'm already tired. I cant sleep like I need to...
It might just be the stress of really advertising myself. The fear of rejection I guess.

Rant starts here *
Its bad enough that I have to deal with family members that firstly belittle me by telling others how 'fat' I am. Like I don't know that I'm a little bigger than I was at 18! I mean really!
Then siblings that constantly degrade you. Little remarks they think ARE so FUNNY. Hurt. I mean, when do you ever say, thanks Maine, or Nice job. NEVER! Just kak little comments.
SO TIRED OF IT!
Rate ends there *

I'm doing my first wedding for the year on Friday... I look forward to it.