So I've been quiet again. TRUE.
But sometimes in life you cant always put the truth out there. If u do, it has a terrible way of biting you in the bum. So things have been kak in general, to the point that I'm back at a shrink.
I needed it for me. So that's hard. Putting yourself under a microscope isn't easy. Often u don't like what you find. Things that are easy to hide under false smiles, need to be faced.
OH JOY!!
My photography is a major thing that keeps me above depression. Really.
When I'm behind the camera I'm me. The real me. Its so freeing!!
Now my title is 2 fold. My life is constantly being judged.
And i agreed to one ALMIGHTY to judge me. But where do the other little 'mighties' think they get off?
Who the fuck do u think you are? I refrain from judging you. Its not easy. NOT BUT A LONG SHOT!
Parenting doesn't come with a hand book you know. Each child has its own "handbook" and I'm so over ppl giving their CRAP two cents with out knowing the full story. REFRAIN REFRAIN!!!
I have in the last few weeks, seen parents who put their kids, WHO THEY LOVE, in danger.
I had a client on Monday, so I had to watch my words, who had her little boy on her lap in the front seat of their car!!!!!
I FELT LIKE DRIVING OFF!! How dare u as a parent. DO THAT! Are u insane?
In the traffic to a wedding I saw a woman with her kid on her lap behind the wheel!!
ARE U MENTAL? (I HAD TO REFRAIN!!)
So u can see I'm angry. There is so much i cant tell you. so don't take any of this personally.
I'm going to see a man about a camera this morning :)
Well its more of how to use my camera really. Just hope its not a waste of time!!
Thanks to all my girlfriends, who have had to put up with me the last few weeks. YOU KNOW THE KAK has just started hey!!!
love u guys though!!
Have a wedding this weekend again. I'm so over these freebies really. I have to start making money at some stage :)
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