SO this is my 100th posting since starting this blog. Cool hey :)
Anyway. Up date on the needle thing.
We'll I've now been on the ARV's for 3 weeks. They are not a fun thing to take.
The nausea continued for a while and some days it visits for a few mins still.
I don't sleep well. Partly from the drugs and partly from stress.
It doesn't matter that I'm such a low risk case that i shouldn't worry. I do.
And the worse part i cant drink my worries away :)
I take my last drugs on the 21st and will have to go in the new year for my testing.
Which is a long wait.
Taking the drugs is the easy part. No one tells you how hard your partner or child will take this. Its not easy for them. Gemma might be too small to understand whats going on,but she still is acting out. Poor child.
Leon, well he didn't protect me. That's a man thing. Its hard for him to think he might lose me. So this whole thing didn't just happen to me. It happened to my family too.
LETS not talk about my weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!
Besides being a stress eater, the med's don't help!!!!! The first 2 weeks when i wasn't fighting the nausea i was eating! and EATING AND EATING. thankfully that's kind of stopped now. 2.5kgs later! So will have to watch what i do over the festive season.
My photography has blow me away! I'm busy now and really making some money.
I've bought myself a second camera and a nice new lens. ABSA owns my arse now! lol
But I'll pay it back quickly the way things are going! Which is great.
I'm not sure if I'll have time to update during the festive season.
SO I'm going to wish you all a great and safe one
Thanks too all for the support over the last year!
Lots of love and wishes
Delmaine
Anyway. Up date on the needle thing.
We'll I've now been on the ARV's for 3 weeks. They are not a fun thing to take.
The nausea continued for a while and some days it visits for a few mins still.
I don't sleep well. Partly from the drugs and partly from stress.
It doesn't matter that I'm such a low risk case that i shouldn't worry. I do.
And the worse part i cant drink my worries away :)
I take my last drugs on the 21st and will have to go in the new year for my testing.
Which is a long wait.
Taking the drugs is the easy part. No one tells you how hard your partner or child will take this. Its not easy for them. Gemma might be too small to understand whats going on,but she still is acting out. Poor child.
Leon, well he didn't protect me. That's a man thing. Its hard for him to think he might lose me. So this whole thing didn't just happen to me. It happened to my family too.
LETS not talk about my weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!
Besides being a stress eater, the med's don't help!!!!! The first 2 weeks when i wasn't fighting the nausea i was eating! and EATING AND EATING. thankfully that's kind of stopped now. 2.5kgs later! So will have to watch what i do over the festive season.
My photography has blow me away! I'm busy now and really making some money.
I've bought myself a second camera and a nice new lens. ABSA owns my arse now! lol
But I'll pay it back quickly the way things are going! Which is great.
I'm not sure if I'll have time to update during the festive season.
SO I'm going to wish you all a great and safe one
Thanks too all for the support over the last year!
Lots of love and wishes
Delmaine
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