New years... Its always a anti climax in my books. Its not like the earth spins extra fast or the moon turns pink. Its just another year, month, day, min...
The only difference is that we've moved forward. Thankfully so.
This last year has been allot of work. For me as a person, my relationship/s with my husband, friends and myself, has changed. And I'm grateful it has. I feel I'm becoming a woman I want to know. Someone I could love and enjoy.
I know I still have allot of work to do. My work life is going to change and I fear its going to be harder at fist to deal with.
Gemma goes to a new environment. A new daycare. She is such a loving child and even when she acts like her father (lol) it doesn't last very long.
Me, I feel I'm stronger. I'm more at home with my life, choices and body.
I feel least responsible for others and this is a big thing for me. I always try and fix things. Mother my family and friends. But I've realised they don't always do it for me. And the understanding of what I might need from a relationship isn't always clear to them. So I'm pretty please that in most cases I've been able to tell them...
The results of my blood tests will come out next week. I go on Monday for my test. So that will be great to know that its over. I know it will be.
Thanks to all of you that have been supportive. And if you haven't, then you have next year to try! hahahaha
Cheers to a new bright year!
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